Tuesday 29 March 2011

respect

ermmm smlm aq xle nk tlis wht hppnd btween aq n ummi...HEARTBROKEN ~~

kne crik cre untk break gn ajiz as soon as possible
bole ke aq wt nie??? i love him so damn much

Monday 28 March 2011

perfect nightmare

Sometimes we fight
Sometimes I cry
Why don’t I
Just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should
But sometimes I don’t
Build up the strength to
Say that it’s wrong
Sometimes I hate
Sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt
Sometimes I don’t
Sometimes I wait
For him to change
But it’s okay
I’ve disguised the pain
And I don’t ever wanna leave him alone
They say i’m brainwashed but i’m in love
With man
Yeah

Keep telling myself that it’s not worth it
I already know I don’t deserve it
But if it’s from you I don’t mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)
But if it’s from you I don’t mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool
Sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe
Sometimes I really don’t
Sometimes I promise that i’m ready to let him go
But I don’t ever wanna leave him alone
They say i’m brainwashed but i’m in love
With this man

Ohh ohhh

Keep telling myself that it’s not worth it
I already know I don’t deserve it
But if it’s from you I don’t mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)
But if it’s from you I don’t mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

Hoping he’s changing
But i’m scared he’s not
Can’t see a way to leave
Help me open my eyes

Keep telling myself that it’s not worth it
I already know I don’t deserve it
But if it’s from you I don’t mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect

Keep telling myself that it’s not worth it
I already know I don’t deserve it
But if it’s from you I don’t mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)
But if it’s from you I don’t mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare
No way (x7)
But if it’s from you I don’t mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

 
 
 
 
I want you to hold me and say its okay...when i go to leave, pull me and tell me to stay...hold my hand, kiss my lips...look me in the eyes...dont listen to what they say...
i'm not afraid as long as u with me ~

crisis

ermm ari nie.ntah la..lately nie..family aq slalu de crisis..semu nye psal duit..how i wish family aq jutawan..so xyah nk gado psal duit.td issues dye psl duit nk bli brng motor abg. as wht we knw, abg aq an keje tp skunk dye mc sb tngan pth sb accident.dye nk bli hlmet bru yg hrge dye bpe tah..tp ibu ckp nnty la dlu..sttle an bnde yg pntng dlu..so abg pon mrjuk n wt muke..bile ibu nk ckp bout ths thng..biase la...COMMUNICATION CRISIS !! bosannnnnnn

nervous !!

emm jap ag aq nk jmp ummi kt clinic fmly ajiz...dup dap dup dap...breath in breath out...shoot...aq dh strt freak out nie..ajiz call td..dye suro aq relax..awak !!! sye nk jmpe ummi awk nie...bkn men2x nie..sye nk ckp pe?? abez la sye kalo ummi awk tnye sye mcm2x..huhuhu..mane awk???? ajiz !! ermmm aq pkai simple je..bju blouse wrne biru cair n jeans..ikt ckp gina..keep it simple..okay..skt prut !! dh bpe kli aq msok toilet nie..intan..chll la..jmpe ummi ajiz je la..bkn ko kawin pon..hahahah..
ehhe..nk wat pngakuan le x?? tp jgn la pk ajiz syng 2 bce..malu nnty..hahahaha..rase nye an..emmm im falling in love with u !!! Russian roulette( alea yg bg nick nie..comei !! ) emmm dlu mmg ar aq mnyombong..ble owng tnye aq syng ajiz ke x..aq jwab x !! hahah..slumber bdak x aq time 2..ye la..aq kne la jual mhal sket..hehehe..tp ble aq dh couple gn dye snce 14-march-2011, dye bnyak wt bnde yg sumpah bgi aq SWEET !! ari2x dye tpon aq tnye aq wt pe 1 ari, probs aq..happy moment aq,..kwan2x aq..study aq..lext aq..kolej aq n also family aq..n le lak mule2x tue die tersasul pnggil parents aq as ibu ayah n abang !! ahhaha..awk sngje an sbnr nye !! =p
awak sngt sabar layan ANGIN KATRINA saye..hehehhe..bak kte awk pon, ble sye majuk abez la awk kne pjuk brhari2x..sorry awk..time yg pnlng sye ingt ble 1st time awk ckp "ya tebya lyublyu ". time 2..ermmm sye rse cm cairrr..hahhahaha...n ble awk brjye wt sye ckp bnde yg sme..ermmm sye btol2x mean it..bler sye cm nk nges sb kne lalu jejantas sowang2x..awk tpon sye..awk wt lwk smpi sye xsdar yg sye dh lalu jjantas 2..awk brjaye wt sye ermmm..that feeling...thanks awak..awk  de gn sye 24/7..bler sye jth n smpi ari nie skt..awk pnye la risau suro sye g clinic..well my dear..xkn la awk xknl sye ag..hehehe..nseb sye la dpt personal doc cm awk..kne mmbebel je..-_-
ermmmm okay inatn..nmpk sngt ko nie trlampau nrvous smpi dok ingnt bnde2x mrapu nie..hahahahha..aishhh cm xsbr je nk jmpe ummi..cm ne la ummi eh ? tgok dri gmbr ajiz je..xtau la ummi nie garang ke..lembut ke..peramah ke..pendam ke..well intan..nie la mse nye ko nk practise an ilmu corporate comm ko 2..hahahha.. eh din dh odw nie..aq lom pkai tdung ag..lom practise salam..dialog ag..aishhhhh cm ne..okay ar.. nk out dlu
kalo x..mati kne ceramah free dr usta x brtauliah 2..sorry dude..=p

Sunday 27 March 2011

excited !!!! woot woot

ehem ehem !! intan sngt nervous !!! sb pe ??? SAYE NK JUMPE UMMI AJIZ !! yess..aq nk jmpe ummi dye..woooo msti xcaye an..hahhahha...bler ajiz ckp dh kantoi psl ktowng kt ummi dye..xbrnafas aq..giler !!!ag la bler ajiz ckp ummi dye nk jmpe aq sok..aishhhhhh...cm ne nie..nk wt pe?? nk ckp pe ?? nk pkai bju pe ?? aishhh dlu mse jmp fmly mizi, mizi tman aq skli,.yg nie..AQ SOWANG2X JE !!! -_- xtau nk ckp bnde nie kt sape..td aq kl din..ermmm nseb bek dye de..u r the best buddy !! syng ko !! sok dye tman aq nk g jmpe ummi..tp dye xjoin la..dye tnggu dlm keta je..hehheheh..moment bkal mk mntua n mnantu ne le kaco..sudahhh..aq dh mule perasan kmbning !! hahahhaha tp nseb bek gina on9 fb..so mmg dye jdik mngse aq la nk tnye soalan2x bngang..sorry dear..i love u la..hahhaha..mcm2x tips aq dpt..jgn men2x gn gna..mnantu pilihan malaya 2..hahhaha...